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A dream, only a dream
that's what I've convinced myself to be true,
how other way would you be beside me
when you've said before that this type of devotion to me
was not something you knew.
But yet I know, I was indeed awake,
despite the fuzzy clouding in my brain
you really were beside me, holding me
it was not merely the delusions
of my heart gone insane.
Even know, if I still doubted my own memory,
my pillows shed light on reality
for your scent lingers upon them
telling me you really had to have been there
for this to actually be.
My heart woke with that content feeling
that's only brought about after being held by you
my skin remembers the warmth of yours
reassuring my mind yet again
that what happened was indeed true.
Oh how night lets dreams stay alive,
giving no regard to the light
and the harshness it can bring,
knowing full well that hope
is made from the truth of the night.
that's what I've convinced myself to be true,
how other way would you be beside me
when you've said before that this type of devotion to me
was not something you knew.
But yet I know, I was indeed awake,
despite the fuzzy clouding in my brain
you really were beside me, holding me
it was not merely the delusions
of my heart gone insane.
Even know, if I still doubted my own memory,
my pillows shed light on reality
for your scent lingers upon them
telling me you really had to have been there
for this to actually be.
My heart woke with that content feeling
that's only brought about after being held by you
my skin remembers the warmth of yours
reassuring my mind yet again
that what happened was indeed true.
Oh how night lets dreams stay alive,
giving no regard to the light
and the harshness it can bring,
knowing full well that hope
is made from the truth of the night.
Literature
The Used
I look at all the lonely people,
And what do I see?
I see the loner sitting in the corner.
I see the stoner passed out on the floor.
I see the person contemplating suicide with a gun to his head.
I see the nice guy who was waiting for his friend through the cold harsh night.
Freezing himself to death on the bench cold and tired.
What I see are the people who need to be with somebody.
But aren't because they can't.
People don't want them.
People don't listen to them.
People use them.
I look at all the lonely people.
And I see you and me.
Literature
just remember
if i throw insults,
say "fuck you,"
just remember
it isn't true.
if i'm being selfish,
or a whore,
just remember
i love you more.
if i hate you,
leave you be,
just remember
come with me.
Literature
Why I Did It
The first time I did it
was to see if the rumors
were true
if it took away the pain
like it was suppose to
and just for a moment
I felt free
no pain
no remorse
just numb
and at ease
sure there was stinging
burning
but I got off on it
I controlled it
the pain
but I don't want to go back
I was a coward
giving in
to every sin
every single emotion
I felt within
It destroyed me
broke me
and left me with scars
marks that will never fade
a reminder
of who I was once was...
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Awwwah....
cruel night for remembering...
evil dreams for haunting...
but it's too painful to try forgetting...
sometimes memories are the best place to live
at least, for a little bit...
You're soul is such a beautiful one...
Don't let it go out...
cruel night for remembering...
evil dreams for haunting...
but it's too painful to try forgetting...
sometimes memories are the best place to live
at least, for a little bit...
You're soul is such a beautiful one...
Don't let it go out...