so the semester is basically gone, i have one more full week after thanksgiving, then its finals, as always i'm glad that the semester will be over, but it means a return home and being away from people up here, but that's life


this past week really sucked, first i got bronchitis out of nowhere, then i had an essay due every single day, i'm glad its over, it really set my emotions on take over mode, logical kim seeems to have been bound and gagged and thrown in a closet somewhere, i hate being this emotionally sensitive, its just creating more problems



all the same though, i'm excited to go back for thanksgiving and do what i love, which is decorate for Christmas, unfortunately this has also been the time of year where i generally reflect on how different next year will probably be


i know what i want, but it always seems out of grasp, once again i feel my life suspended, or at least my heart



on the plus side, i found out a couple of weeks ago that i can graduate a semester early, which makes me very happy, not that i won't be in school for another year after that getting certified, but it'll be completely different from undergrad



i was able to finally finish some poems i'd gotten inspiration for, but wasn't able to finish at the time for lack of words, and i've created a few more from current waves of psycho emotion



it seems patience is not a strong point of mine, at least not when it comes to my own life



anyways, i hope your lives are less hectic than mine