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One Love's Plea by soslovinsungirl, literature

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One Love's Plea

So much to be thankful for, but yet darkness hovers around the edges. forever wondering what's in store wondering if love will fade into the mist again. Why can't I be happy for happiness' sake, and recognize all the good that surrounds me? instead of dwelling on my mistakes and letting the fear grasp my heart. An amazing love that still sends my heart flying has enveloped the core of my existence, but yet I still notice my brain vying for more than just circumstance. The past has beaten me beyond twisted, I don't remember what normal is, despite everything I've wished has already moved beyond coming true. Still wanting more f

Please, Take It by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Please, Take It

Just rip it out, please, I don't want it anymore, you think I'm worried about a hole in my chest when I can barely pick myself up off the floor? Picked at and beaten, cut to shreds time and time again, band-aids and stitches can only go so far in fixing such a constant pain. Who needs it? logic can rule your life instead for emotions just get in the way making believe that you're better off dead. Logic would never let you give up your beliefs in the name of love it would never betray you for its nothing but the truth that it can speak of. Logic doesn't let you get too attached especially since you know they'll leave in the e

Outside the Box by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Outside the Box

The ultimate feeling, meant to set you free, to give endless possibilities in the fulfillment of your dreams. The long sought for gift meant to make you feel blessed just to be alive able to experience just this These moments seconds flying by These thoughts racing so far ahead These heartbeats proof of life &#

Dealing by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Dealing

Thank you for letting me know What a selfish brat I'm being As if I didn't already know, But you persistently asked Now you know why I didn't want to show. Is it so bad to want more in life? First I ask for too little, Now it's too much? I guess it just depends on the direction of the wind, Whether I'm right or wrong. Disappointment seems to be the ruling class, But that's life right? And you wonder why I don't hope, Don't believe in myself as much as you do at times. Because it seems like when I do, I cross some imaginary line, And the reality check crashes down. Get over it, Deal with it, Just like you do right? I'm sor

Is? by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Is?

Love is patient, love is kind, but is it really resilient to all the trials of life? If it is so strong, then why do the great loves come to an end? Do they really have to say goodbye? Is life so complicated? Does it present such a barrier that you can't trust in love? Or are you just being selfish, not willing to work hard enough to keep this particular love safe? Why settle for mediocre, when great love stares you in the face? Why walk away when you can't imagine anything greater than this? Love is patient, so hold on a little longer. Love is kind, meant to hold the heart together in times of trial.

Trust by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Trust

Is love enough, to keep me strong in faith? With each passing day that you were away, I let the suppressed doubts take hold. I keep the reminders close, and memories of you closer, but phantoms can't replace the real thing. I'm trying to keep hope, to trust that you're not walking away forever, that this distance won't make you forget me, that you'll still need me, not accept a life without me in it.

After the Fall by soslovinsungirl, literature

Memory Chest by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Memory Chest

For now, I cherish every kiss, every embrace, ever wondering when I will feel you next to me no more. I love you with all my heart and make each day a memory for when we are to be no more. I'll have many treasures in my mind's eye so precious, even a pirate would die fighting for it, every tender word and soft glance is like a ruby, an emerald, silver and gold. But like all treasures, it does not buy everlasting happiness. Fool's gold when it's all said and done, and you walk away, and I'm left standing holding nothing but a chest full of tarnished dreams.

Difficult by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Difficult

Short tempered, lack of patience, bothered by little things, the curtain hiding a bigger picture, the good overshadowed by the bad. Has it always been this way? Desperately reaching for something more to hold on to, an inner closeness. Understanding, reason, clouded. Paranoid? Jealous? Neglected? Who is right? Where is the balance? Forgotten, overlooked, barely heard. A look reveals a troubled mind, a cut heart, faltering soul. But a mere look can't fathom the reason behind. So confused what more can be given, or even willing to be? Its difficult determining if I'm being difficult.

Moments by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Moments

Could it be? Is light beginning to dawn? Is his wall starting to crumble? Is this really what she sees? Although her heart sings, she's fallen back to watch and wait, taking each moment as it comes not daring to hope for what the future could now bring. She's left breathless at each new surprise he gives be it an impromptu, passionate kiss or simply cooking her breakfast. He admits to missing her although only apart for one day, pulling her close at night as if just making sure. She's in his dreams, his worry when she's in pain, the object of his desire and a key player in his traveling schemes. Will his wall truly break

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One Love's Plea by soslovinsungirl, literature

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One Love's Plea

Please, Take It by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Please, Take It

Outside the Box by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Outside the Box

Dealing by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Dealing

Is? by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Is?

Trust by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Trust

After the Fall by soslovinsungirl, literature

Memory Chest by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Memory Chest

Fading in the Backround by soslovinsungirl, literature

The Many Wonderings by soslovinsungirl, literature

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The Many Wonderings

Do you even realize what effect you have on me? can you feel it? do you even notice? when you smile at me my heart soars. When you hugged me i felt so safe, so happy, i wanted it to last, to stay in your arms, forever and a day. the looks you give me i can never understand even if i studied them for a hundred years, i would never know their meaning. What goes through your head when you smile at me, when you look at me am i the one for you are you the one for me? Will i ever know?

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Keeping the Moon by soslovinsungirl, literature

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Keeping the Moon

I'm keeping the moon, its the least you can do after breaking my heart with all that you put me through. I gave you so much, showed you all of my dreams, never stopping to think about an end to love's extremes. A strong inner fire this passion that was ours, making me land on the moon when all I did was shoot for the stars. So I'm keeping the moon, its all I want from you, after breaking my heart, with all you put me through. I need some kind of light to shine on my heart, giving a ray of hope as the goodbyes seem to start. I should have known that you were out of range just a shadow of my dreams, no chance that reality

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: UIW
Favourite genre of music: pretty much anything
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Belle
Personal Quote: "yeah, that works"

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Super Mario 3

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pen, paper, and imagination

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history, reading, music, world affairs, Disney, life and people in general

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soslovinsungirl

Apr 13, 2011

Back Again

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sooo it seems i've been away for a long time, and for that i'm sorry, i've missed so much of what has been happening on here, and its not like i haven't had the time to keep up with everything, i graduate last december with a bachelor's in history, and i took this semester off before i start grad school in the fall, so i've had a lot of free time but i've neglected DA, sorry i'm going to try harder to keep up with everything here now, so i hope you've been doing well and i look forward to finding out whats new

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soslovinsungirl

Mar 6, 2010

seriously?

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so apparently i wasn't kidding when i knew February was going to be busy, today is my first Saturday where I didn't have anything, at least during the day, but that's only because the thing I was supposed to have was cancelled between school, work, and other life occurrences, February left in a hurry, which is good in a way, because it brings me closer to spring break, this coming friday I leave for Seattle and Vancouver, for a much needed break sadly though today is a reminder that I'm not as brave as I should have been, not going to get into details, but it really sucks, but alas decisions are made and life goes on Its only March and I'm

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soslovinsungirl

Jan 21, 2010

So begins another year

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sooo, i realized its mid-january and i have yet to write on my outlook for the new year, so far all i can say is that its starting better than last year, last year i rang in the new year with the flu, this year i spent it with two dear friends playing monopoly and having a silly string fight(yes i know, i really know how to party it up) as for the semester, i have high hopes for it, my classes please me greatly (as they should since 4 out of the 6 are history classes) I'm also going to be apart of an Undergraduate panel giving a presentation at the World History Association of Texas Regional Conference on February 27 in Austin =) i'm excited